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Monday, 15 March 2010

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    a letter to an old friend

    dear xanga,

    hello old friend. has it really been a year? i remember when i was a regular xanga-er i would gasp in disbelief when someone would ignore their xanga for an entire month! and now look. the last time i blogged was my video after nationals almost exactly one year ago.

    life has been pretty crazy lately. since starting nursing school in january i have not had much time to stop and think. it seems like every moment that i am not in class is devoted to homework. even then i never feel caught up. it amazes me that i used to play basketball, take up to 19 hours of school, and work 2-3 part-time jobs a semester and survive. right now i have officially 15 hours and [because i can't find one that will work with my school schedule] am not even working. sad, no?

    because i like to analyze every aspect of my life, i have tried to figure out why my schoolwork-coping-abilities are lacking... could it be due to the fact that i am 9 entire months older than the last time i was enrolled full time? or is it because i spent a total of 4 months last year learning about/living in other cultures and languages and my brain simply has no extra space to put more learning? i guess it doesn't really matter. though i would like to know... :)

    one of the true joys of my week [since i got back from peru] has been the local spanish speaking church that i have found. it's where i feel most at home. we/they found a new pastor several weeks ago, and it is neat to see him become more comfortable behind the pulpit. today he challenged us that we, as Christians, should not forget to stand strongly behind our beliefs. for the prophet elijah to go to ahab and jezebel with a message from God would be like one of us today taking a message to osama bin laden. and it would take a tremendous amount of courage. we must have a purpose in our day-to-day lives and give our lives for that purpose, like elijah. no matter what your job, wherever you are, show Christ and live for him. certainly a great reminder! today was especially wonderful because some of my bestest friends came with me, and i played the piano with the worship team for the first time. oh how i've missed the piano.

    speaking of playing the piano, i've gotten in a lot of it this weekend. last night my second youngest brother received his eagle scout award in a [somewhat] traditional ceremony. [btw, writing in all lowercase is hard when i know i should be capitalizing. sigh]. it was a great day, but also very tiring... my fam is the best at waiting until the last minute on things. but. it happened. and went over pretty well. so good. i'm so proud of him.

    and... it has been an emotional weekend.

    like i said, it's been a year since i last played basketball [for mcc]. going to nationals my senior year was awesome. losing all three games was not. this year i had to follow my girls from halfway across the country. they lost the first game, but won the 2nd two and earned 5th place in the nation. must say i feel like a proud momma. at the same time it hurt not being there with them. what stinks is that i don't have a choice. my official basketball years are done now whether i like it or not. not an easy thing for me to take.

    another hard moment was talking to my grandma [mom's mom] at the eagle ceremony. the last eagle ceremony we'd been to was my older two brothers'. eleven years ago. shortly after my granddad passed away. the memories made it a bittersweet night. and she told me she missed me living near her. i miss her too. and there's not much i can do about that right now. my heart is in so many places right now. here, there, peru.

    on a lighter note one of the great moments of the weekend was that my other grandma left the nursing home [where she's been living since her stroke] twice in one day! once for lunch with everyone, then again for the ceremony. it was so good to see her out and about again. i hope it gives her encouragement for getting strong again so she can go home.

    well.

    now it is late. much later than i should be going to bed. however, old xanga, i thought i'd stop by and try to catch up for a minute. i wanted you to know that i haven't forgotten you. it's just that... i like to try new things. i don't necessarily like change, but i've realized over the years that it's inevitable, so i try to make it as painless as possible. i guess that's why you've been left behind. hmm. i guess in reality i haven't a clue. maybe i'll be back soon.

    with love, chandler

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

Sunday, 01 March 2009

  • a regional comeback

    none of us doubted we could do it, even though we'd lost the last four times we played them. we all had faith that we were indeed the better team and deserved to win this game. we all believed, that is, until we looked at the score with 13 or so minutes to go and we were down 17. at that point it's possible that we doubted. i'm sure the whole crowd doubted. by then we'd played unintelligently for long enough that our heads were down and our hearts were heavy.

    i'm not really sure any of us could tell you when it all started. i remember looking up, and seeing that we were back within 16. then 10. then 5. then holy cow we'd tied it. soon after they pulled out again by 3, but by then the momentum was in our favor. and so was the confidence: if we could destroy a 17 pt deficit in about 5 min, then 3 points was nothing. we kept getting stops when we needed them and started playing like a team. they couldn't miss a shot for the first thirty minutes of the game, but our confidence freaked them out and they started missing shots and free throws like mad. their coach seemed to shut down. he didn't call any time outs to slow us down. instead he sat down on the bench and didn't say a word. and we pressed on.

    even though we'd struggled with them today, we made our last 2 free throws to put us up 3. with just a few seconds left their tying 3 attempt to go into overtime didn't fall. we won!

    we always knew we could. we just weren't sure how.

    coach told us before the game, as he had many times before: "we're going to win this game. and this is how we're going to do it." we didn't do it just like he wanted... that's for sure. and each of us could take back how we did this, or that. yet somehow we pulled together at the end and pulled it out.

    if i could burn an image into my mind, it would be of my mom, dad, aunt, friends and cousins all jumping up and down in the stands screaming and pumping their fists. i've never seen my dad so excited [nor prolly ever seen him jump up and down]. never. and over a basketball game, too! my basketball game, cause he/they all love me.

    cutting down the net this time meant to much more than 3 years ago. this time i understood how much it took to get to where we are.

    net

    and wow, i'm excited.

    kentucky, here we come.

    region champs

Monday, 09 February 2009

  • 1. i never understood senioritis, til now.

    2. my computer is running really slow, so i bought an external hard drive and transferred my pictures and music over to it to clear up space. it did absolutely nothing, and defrag won't even go all the way through anymore. sadness.

    3. this summer is going to consist of three words: work. babysitting. africa [hopefully].

    4. overnight trips home by myself are tiring.

    5.  i really enjoy getting the mail. i would always grab it when i lived with my family; when my mailbox was at school i would make myself not check it several times a day, and now, on my own, i can't wait to get back to the house before checking to see who everything belongs to. i'm not sure why, as right now i only seem to get bills, and this random magazine that no one i've talked to ordered for me. i think it's because there's always the odd chance out [and w/ friends as good as mine, the odds are in my favor] that i will get something super fun and exciting. some of the best gifts i've received are: random notes, cowboy boots [ok, i was expecting those], and puppy chow.

Sunday, 08 February 2009

  • observations

    this new year, i've really wanted to get back into blogging. however, it hasn't yet happened consistantly. therefore, i think i'm going to try something new. for the next week or so, i'm going to try to make five observations about my day and blog about them. they can be as short as a sentence, or as long as i want [hehe]. maybe it will help me get back into blogging, or maybe it will just be a fun experiment. [this kinda stems from the 25 things about me... it was really fun to try to think of random facts about myself].

    1. i enjoyed going to church with my family today, even though it was two brothers, my parents, and myself.

    2. my family usually sits near the back of the church. today we didn't. oops. here's why: when standing, my dad, cade, colin and i effectively create a substantial barrier between the activity on stage and the people standing in the pews behind us; with me being the shortest at 6', you can surely imagine.

    3. if you put my family [probably would need all five brothers for this one] on one side of the church, and the other 400-600 persons of the congregation on the other side of the church, and everyone sang at their normal vocal level, i believe that my family would still be heard loud and clear above everyone else. when we do something [anything], we do it well.

    4. it doesn't matter how many pink outfits a baby girl is given at a baby shower, they are each the most adorable thing ever seen and deserve a roomful of "awww, how sweet"s.

    5. i have got to go back to eating healthier. i need someone to be willing to help me. i think i'm going to give up all drinks with sugar in them for a while [i used to never drink anything with sugar, and i've gotten away from that]. you should probably decide to give up something for a while, and we can do it together - doesn't have to be the same thing.

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  • let's see... a little about me: i'm freakishly tall... and love it. basketball is my game... sports are my thing. i play the piano for fun... my motto is: "whatsoever you do... do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men." my life goal: to smile at as many people as i can

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